The past few days have been a bit rough. I am really struggling with time management and pushing myself to go harder and get to the next mile. It is quite the feat to get myself on the treadmill everyday. I can always find something else that needs to be done first.
Tonight I ran into a guy who has run a few marathons and has been a runner all his life. He was very encouraging when we talked about my goal. He reminded me that every "athlete" has up and down weeks and that it was just important to keep going. Climb on that treadmill everyday and run for at least 30 minutes.
I also started reading a book written by a first time marathoner. It has been a good way of making sure the fears and doubts I am having are normal.
I have been trying to push myself forward, mostly in the manner of running without walking. I am proud to say I can make it 1 mile without stopping to walk. Keep in mind, I haven't run for 6 years, unless you count chasing after children or dogs.
I am trying my hardest, but I will admit I am a bit skeptical that I am capable.
Capable!?! I'm 100% positive you are capable! You will have your days, when I first started training I used to make myself believe I was getting sick so I would have an excuse not to go to the gym. And, yes there is always something else to do but the dishes will still be there in a half hour and so will your family who is supporting you 110%! Congrats on running straight through that 1 mile mark...that's a big deal! Pretty soon 3 is going to feel so easy you won't know what to do with yourself :-)
ReplyDeleteThanks, Aimee! I wish it was just dishes waiting for me...it is usually dishes, laundry, floors, and toilets all together screaming to be cleaned! :) I can't wait for 3 miles to feel like nothing! You are such a good cheerleader. I knew you would be! :)
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